So I had this dream that my boyfriend (J.S.) got in a car accident or something and ended up in an emergency room. In the dream I rushed to the hospital and ran down the hallways to his room. When I went into the room my aunt and uncle were standing on the side of his bed where his IV bag was. My cousin (J.G.) and his girlfriend (K.L.) were standing other other side. I wasn’t really acknowledging anyone else in the room when I walked in. My eyes were focused on J.S.
I tried walking to the side my cousin was on so I could get closer to my boyfriend but K.L. was in the way. I said, “Excuse me.” politely but not with very much emotion.
“No,” she told me. My head instantly snapped towards her.
“Wait, what?” I asked confused.
“I said no. Now leave.” I gave her a puzzled look. “No!” I almost laughed.
“Get out of here.”
“No, he’s my boyfriend. I’m not leaving.”
“Well he’s my big brother and I said you need to leave.”
“Excuse me?” If I wasn’t so freaked out about my boyfriend laying in that hospital bed I would have blown up on her, but I didn’t.
I looked her dead in the eye and spoke in one of those ‘I’m very mad and the only way you can tell is by how scary calm I am when I speak.’ type voices.
I said, “If that was J.G. I might have walked out of this room, but only out of respect for him. But that’s not the case. That’s J.S. in that bed. That’s MY boyfriend in that bed, not yours. You have no right controlling who comes in this room, let alone telling me to leave MY boyfriends hospital room just because you don’t like me. J.G. is my cousin. We’re family. We’re going to be around each other whether you like it or not. You can bitch J.G. out all you want about me parking infront of his house, or hanging out there because I’m with family. You can tell him that he can’t be around J.S. if I’m around. you can do whatever. That’s your business in your relationship. But you have no fucking say in J.S.’s life nor his relationship. So if you’re going to sit here and try to tell me to leave just because you have some petty little grudge….Then YOU can leave. Like I said, the man laying in that bed is MY boyfriend, not yours. If you can’t stand to be around me there’s the door.”
Before she could reply my cousin grabbed K.L. and started pushing her out into the hallway.
Then I woke up.
The scariest part of all wasn’t seeing my boyfriend ;laying in a hospital bed. It’s the fact that I know that something like this would happen in this situation. I don’t know if I would be THAT calm, but I know she would try to kick me out of the room. Funny how your dreams can tell you things or even show you how a situation could go down before the situation even arises.
Hallo, wie geht es dir? Okay lets see. I’m an 18 year old college student with a love for music, anime, photography, art, and writing. I spend most of my time lost in music or in a book. I don’t sugar coat anything. If you ask my opinion, I’m going to give it to you. If you don’t like it, then don’t talk to me. I don’t really filter myself because honestly, why should I base my opinions off of the people around me? If you really want to get to know me your best choice is to start talking to me. Have fun going through my random mood swings and reblogs! :P Sincerly, Monique :)
1: Picture of yourself
My icon. »
2: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?
3: Have you ever been dumped?
Pretty much all the time.
4: What do you most like about making out?
Being so close and being able to play around without having to be sexually active with the person.
5: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?
6: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?
I drop hints, but I never make the first move. I did once, and it wasn’t all that great.
7: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?
Eyes (because personality isn’t apart of the body.)
8: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
Uh, Nick or AJ. I fell asleep on one of them.
9: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?
Psh. I wish.
10: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?
11: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
Roses, someone singing to me, the sound of a muscle car
12: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?
Maybe, I would have to love him and adore his kid.
13: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?
14: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
15: Do you miss your last sweetie?
With all my heart
16: Last time you slow danced with someone?
Well fuck!….Senior prom….A year ago.
17: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?
Dated, yes. Had a relationship with them, no.
18: How can I win your heart?
Have a great personality, treat me right, and don’t lie.
19: What is your astrological sign?
20: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Finally going to bed
21: Do you cook?
I love to cook.
22: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?
23: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
I do, I really do.
24: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
It really depends. Right now I’m just dating because I don’t want a relationship. I mean, I do, but I’m too much of a mess for one right now.
25: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?
Hair, well kept, clean, attractive (not as in good looking but attractive to me)
26: Name four things that you wish you had:
Money for all of that.
27: Are you a player?
28: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?
29: Are you a tease?
I can be.
30: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?
No, I actually met someone in class and ended up finding her on Tumblr. xD
31: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?
32: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?
33: Hugs or Kisses?
34: Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Face-to-face, yes. Over the phone, yes. Through text, It’d take an hour to send it.
35: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Body structure and eyes
36: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
37: . If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?
38: Do you flirt a lot?
Yes, sometimes I don’t mean too and sometimes I’m just messing around. I hardly flirt and actually mean it unless I’m dropping hints.
39: Your last kiss?
Are you asking who or when?
40: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2011?
Nope. I think I’m at five? If my memory serves me well.
41: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
42: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
Can’t choose between two people. I love them both dearly, but I guess I would go with the one that is more likely to kiss me back.
43: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
Nope, I can only hope.
44: Does someone like you currently?
A few people do actually.
45: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?
46: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
47: Ever made out with just a friend?
48: Are you happier single or in a relationship?
In a relationship.